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# Thursday, April 30, 2009 8:42 PM helloooo ! today at school i was fcking deeply sad idk why ?. evrytime i see his face my heart goin deeper and evry Single moments i was thinking abt him . whts so special about him ! he didnt undrstd me , he hates me and many more ! why shld i wait fer him ?. but i must be STRONG and also PATIENTS although its vry pain(': . " aku hanya inginmu memaafkn dyriku , kerna ku tidak kuat lagyk menahanNya . walaupun aku yg besala maafkn lah aku . haty ku ini trlalu saket , biarkn lah ku maty dulu kerna tiada gunaNya aku menangis tetapi sama sahaja . " i wrote it for Afiq to make hym realised tht he hurts me tooo much ! why its si hard fer me to let u go , i really need yr smiles , lng tyme neve talk to you . to Rusydi ," naper ko da mcm gyni ?! asl ko dh jangkit si Afiq ? ko dh janji aku nk tlq aku , i really dowan kehilanganMu , cos u uderstd me [!] . if janji harus di tepati tkmo ingkar janji ! You promise me tht u will pujuk Afiq to fergive me after th exam , keep it on yr HEADD ! I btolBTOL bnci orq ingkar janji , i hoped u neve do tht to me(: dont try to mess me uo okeyh Rusydi (: . ko krg dh smbong ! Haha ! i knw abt tht ko nan afiq bnci aku soo hate me i kill myselfs hapy ? you BOTH dnt realy uderstd me sakk ! hatyku ini sakett tauu ! aku dh lah pat school tk bnyk kwn yg bnyk bdk sec3 ajek , asl aku jijik ker ? aku mandi evryday , klaw tk cayeR dtg umah aku nah mine address , BukitBatok st31 blk 305 #04-89 ." IHateSomeOneWhoDontBelieve ! whtever lah kn psl school . LEPAKK [!] jst now lepak nan kwn kesygan ku ' adleen , raden , anuh ' tk ramai uhr lepak tpy abit klkar . den went off to mcDONALDs to mit them den ader bdk Dunearn ni nk katerkn hensem tk jgak uhr he sec2 tau , his face so kntl seyy , i thgt sec1 ruper nyer sec2 , masyallah ! Haha ! den gy 304 there ddk2 den raden nk cukor kening , adleen help her with it , she ketawe sey den kater sakett .. to raden ; mmg saket klaw dh biase tk saket luhr ! " den blabla i call afiq , den i says uhr " helloh afiq eyh , ni hanisa , aku sory eyh psal tyme tu (: ' he reply i cant hear wht he says as they all make alots of noise den i dunow who put the hp , me or afiq ? confused uhr ! den i try to call hym bck he neve ans th call . i think he was th one who put th hp , but nehmid i still fergive hym , theres soo many fergiven tht i use to fergive hym ... haisshh ... den blablabla ... thts all tired byebye llooovvvveeeee ; ηιѕнааааа ϟ нοnεψѕτаґ Labels: heart Pain seyy ✖ ✖
# Tuesday, April 28, 2009 7:28 PM Hellooohh . lets getting started . idk wht happen this morning but i knw in the morning i was damn Sot and always makin alorts of noise . den whtve . my lesson . 1 ) PE , gerek uhr ! we play badminton ! i play smpai baju basah , they says i look like baru habes mandi pdahal the sweat . 2 ) Maths , idk wht happen bcos i go dentist fer a chck-up :D . 3) RECESS , buy water oni neve eat cos dnt hve any selere , after buy water wanted to sit wit Rahaiza lawa den Rusydi jst behind me and says 'Hanisa' 4 ) ASSEMBLY , sit beside Azmah den ader orq crite psl aper enth tktau psl i neve pay attention BIASE uhr tnga nyanyi :) . 5 ) SOCIAL STUDIES , draw a card . 6 ) ENGLISH , teacher neve come but relieve teacher have name Mr Naz den Mr Ng come and give us some Maths Paper haish , lame but i must do cos gudgirl mahh ! 7 ) Oh Shit ! ader ORAL mother tongue , i can do it but tkt uhr ! bace snng tpy byler part dhe kashi question per susah tk leyh angkat . LEPAKK TYME (!) 1 ) otw gy BubbleTea den nmpk ain pat blk 307 she says this 'Hanisa bdae aku dtg blq omek tu semue .' i was lyke DUHH ! 2 ) nmpk bdk SHUQUN nih dhe nan caperh enth gy shop and save den his adeq jln per lembab mcm aper enth , i strtd to act tht i call pple den i says this 'HELLOH , saba uhr aku tnga nk jln nih , ramai sngat uhr orq' den th guy strted to give me away . 3 ) going bck home salin baju and open songs , anuh call and he says tuwon WM , i says uhr i knw at home , he says jmper pat uar DZ , so i says ohok . 4 ) den mit dorg dkt Adleen blk there waiting fer Adleen byfys, den wait her byfys dtg they romantics at Senior Citizens, Sweet sey dorg ! Haha last lng eyh ! tkmo gdoGDO ! to ADLEEN Ke'ai ; syg(s) tkmo jeles sngt psl yr byfys okeyh ? if he da trllu over sngt talk to hym dnt make silly mistakes keyh :D , klaw ader prob share nan нοnεψѕτаґ keyh ? i alwaes be there fer youh . to NURUDEEN ; take gud care of adleen keyh ? tkmo bwat dhe shaket haty tau ! alwaes stick together lyke a matches keyh ? klaw ader prob nan adleen share tau , so i cn help you :D . den SKIPskip . byebye loovvvevee ηιѕнааааа ϟ нοnεψѕτаґ Labels: tell you next tyme ✖ ✖
# Monday, April 27, 2009 6:17 PM Helloh ! currently today neve lpak as my mid-year exam have strts :D hmph .. today i cum to school early ! gerek uhr dpt sing sndyri , Haha ! i told u about me when i was primary4 keyh ? i still remember tht i joget dangdut at class when after school , Haha ! i cnt ferget tht , i strts dancing since i was smally little kid . i neve feel malu infront of my friends if i dance but now im growing and i was abit malu :D , okeyh lets ferget abt my past tyme :D . school abit annoying lah kn .. my teacher give us maths revise worksheet , its not tht difficult(: . den english , part english i strted to think abt muhd al-afiq , why he jst get lost ard my mind , i want to concentrate on my studys ! den recess i saw rusydi and asked abt muhd al-afiq rusydi says ; He nid a time laa ! . den i was lyke duhh , i thgt nk mkn mee soto yet i can smell awful things and i dnt have any selere , den go to another place and buy chicken toast nmpk si Rusydi lagyk , he says lyke this to me Rusydi ; Hanisa belanje aku uhr . Hanisa ; ohok ko nk aper ?. Rusydi ; da lah tk per . Hanisa ; ngade2 plak ! aku sepak muke . Rusydi ; aper ?. Hanisa ; hujan nk tuwon . thts all our conversation . den whtve lah siulzsz .. after tht i saw afiq , i thgt i wan to go towards him and says 'SORRY' but i remember Rusydi advise den i jst walk away . den Science , WEI gwerek uh Science ! we revise abt our bunsen burner , i play with th fire den teacher scold me not to play wit the fire but i notty , i jst play but the 2nd tyme teacher says i bring u fer the detention and i step blur and asked Juileeah wht happen . Juileeah ; Mr Lam wan to bring u fer detention bcos u play wit the fire . Hanisa ; I play wit the fire meh ?. Juileeah ; yah , u play wit th fire . den lastLast teacher neve bring , i was lyke saying WTF you says u wan to bring fer detention . but nehmid . afte tht Skipskip . afte school gy canteen den nmpk Rusydi , he go towards me sey he says lyke this to me Rusydi ; ko nk jumpe AFIQ tk ? Hanisa ; tk pyah lah jumpe pon nty dhe lari . Rusydi ; eleh ! Hanisa ; *BEAT RUSYDI* Rusydi ; aku kn dh ckp jgn pkul . ko nk jumpe afiq tk ?. Hanisa ; sory uhr luperh2 . bwat bdow uhr nan dhe . Rusydi ; ELEH ! thts all our conversation . den blabla . lets talk about now . just now my abg goyang smpy bawa lah kan when i open CRY song , Haha ! Jyeah my abg olso like to dance . Jywe uhr Jywe ! thts alls about today ! ONE MORE THING ! bsok ader oral ! uhrr , tkot nyerr ! byebye looovveee ; ηιѕнааааа ϟ нοnεψѕτаґ Labels: gwerek, scared uhr bsok ✖ ✖
# Sunday, April 26, 2009 8:13 PM WEEII ! today i wake up at 10.00 and watch GO GO POWER RANGER ! LoL smllkid huhh ok whtever , anuh msg me and he say want to watch KudeKepang and i just reply yessh my kwn also go tk bnyk tpy gerek . ader satu laki nih kn maen kude kepang WOW so hensem , LoL . den skipSKIP saw Firdaus and his friends also watching KudeKepang i was lyke WTF , but nehmid they still my byeBye looovveeee ; ηιѕнааааа ϟ нοnεψѕτаґ Labels: GAYrek siol today ✖ ✖
# Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:21 PM Helloh visitors , just now chat with Rusydi , he says stop writting about Afiq and its will make u feel gud trust me . sriously its hard fer me to stop writting about Afiq , i just write lyrics Here is the lyrics Song of : Cry i'm not the type to get my heart broken I'm not the type to get upset and cry 'cause I never leave my heart open Never hurts me to say goodbye Relationships don't get deep to me Never got the whole in love thing And someone can say they love me truly But at the time it didn't mean a thing [Chorus:] My mind is gone, I'm spinning round And deep inside, my tears I'll drown I'm losing grip, what's happening I stray from love, this is how I feel This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now I'm, in this condition And I've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry Did it happen when we first kissed? 'cause it's hurting me to let it go Maybe 'cause we spent so much time And I know that it's no more I should've never let you hold me baby Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart I didn't give to you on purpose Can't figure out how you stole my heart [Chorus] How did I get here with you, I'll never know? I never meant to let it get so, personal And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you I'm broken heart and I can't let you know And I won't let it show You won't see me cry [x2] This time was different Felt like, I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now I'm, in this condition And I've, got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you'll never see me cry All my life... byebye looovvvee ; ηιнѕааааа ϟ нοnεψѕτаґ Labels: Cry lyrics, ok try not to write about afiq ✖ ✖
# Friday, April 24, 2009 2:47 PM today i come punctual 6.20 , cool kn . Haha ! . smpi dlm school aje i strt to sing pat road lagu Love Story(: , road school taoo ! saw Rusydi pat school concourse but i neve tego hym psl nty luperh lyrics *psst OUT* . i thgt my vice-chairman dh smpi rupeh nyer blom , juileeah strts to talk about our vice-chairman tybe2 aje dhe nan hakim tnga jln towards class(: den skipSkip . den afiq nan kwn dhe jln tmpt our class , he walk pass i strt to shout idk wht i shout uhr luper . den skipSkip Faris sec4 nan azhar nan angah jln tmpt our class they rounding uhr , iwas soo tkt cos i give his blog at azmah , den skipSkip Haidil asked me to follow hym pegy BookShop , he buy corretion tape utk Liana den i want to patar baleq at class skali pusing Angah smile , i thgt saper seyy .. mcm paiseyy gytu . den skipSkip , tyme FR kan Rusydi nyer necklace kene confiscate , serve you right ! *nisha tkmo mcm tu your kwn kn* . skipSkip , uhr today exam mother tongue , nk kate susa tk cngat uhr nk kate kan snng tk cngt uhr so 50/50 (: , after tht dpt brk 10mins aje mane cukop ! den lineup nmpk Faris oh Gosh , i step bluR oni tkt uhr siolzsx ! den tk jdy beli mkn cumer beli air oni after minom gy caryk class 4B ader lagyk exam paper still mother tongue , after the paper baleq lah kn tader lesson gerek ! den gy toilet tyme nk msok nmpk Angah lagyk he smile at me again den i just abit ignore hym , kwang aje sey nisha , HeeeH *psst aku segan bdoww* straight away go back homesweethome (: one more thing ! happy bdae muhammad al-afiq ;D da 14 sey(: . may allah blessh you(: . althouggh you hate me i still remember you (: . Hope One Day You Forgive Me Brotherku ;D . byebye looovvvee ; ηιнѕааааа ϟ нοnεψѕτаґ Labels: funn siolzszx ✖ ✖
# Thursday, April 23, 2009 5:21 PM helooooo . at school im soo heartbroken per gyler , jst bcos of muhd al-afiq )': . maths ( boring ) CPA ( boring , never revise for me test . ) sane , recess where is my incident strts . go and my rice with Sukaina & Liana , after eat we go hall ddknmpk afiq and i come towards hym , he run away frm me)': how sad i am , im not hurting you i just want to say im sory , why shld this happen ?! . im getting DEEPly hurts)': , after he run away i sit wit Sukaina & Liana again , i strted to cry , btol tk bdek . Theres aBOY beside me look at me and he say ' why u crying ?' i jst say 'nothing . i accidentally poke me eyes .' den whteve SKIPskip , at class i didnt pay tht much attention , i kept thinking of muhd al-afiq . Afiq tell me wht u want as long as u fergive me , yr bdae is cuming soon 2more days(: . sumpah i dont pay attention oni MUSIC , urh ! to Ruzaini : aku tk suke RAWI ! aku bkn playgirl sialzsx ! den whtever lahkan , english period i neve pay attention at all , i kept thinking abt hym (!) . nisha dah luh stopit okayh , tkmo pk psl dhe lagyk concentrate on yr studies tomorrow is yr exam(: , so tkmo sadsad study hard . if he still dont forgive me i rather die , i knw u still mad at me but whts th point u mad at me and nver say anything): . but thank-s to rusydi thank-s fer understd me(: , idk wht to do without you , i thgt u're bad boy but now i knw tht u're kind , funny and also understding(: , thank-s fer being by my side(: . den whteve going bck home and on comp to update my blog(: , den i study for my mother tonge mid-year exam ,aku tau aku gudgirl so tkmo nk asl boleyh ckp aku kuangaja .oh ya inside th bus i strt to cry arghh malu sey cry pat bus tyber2 cos i cnt stop thinking of you(!) okayh thts all(: . byebye looovvveee ; `ηιнѕааааа ϟ нοnεψѕτаґ Labels: cant stop thinking of you ✖ ✖
# Wednesday, April 22, 2009 8:19 PM helooooooooo nary is soo fcking tired i hate studies but i force to lyke it(: . i abit sleepy at class & i bcome abit blurr when teacher teach(: . recess fun(: . Rusydi soo klakar when he says something to me *Haha* den d&t Gayrek ! tkleh angkat . den whtever .. baleq school lpak wit anuh , alfian and didi jap . then whtever go bckk home and studies . ty . byebye looovvveee ; `nishaa Labels: paham2 jerlah ✖ ✖
# Tuesday, April 21, 2009 8:54 PM heloooooo ! nary I wake up late den mny2SKIPSKIP recess tyme ,recess i just eat skit psl tader MOOD , after eat we chao gy hall ddk saner den cekgu suwoh ddk 7BY6 den lineup lagyk skali , nmpk afiqq nk tnyer dhe acpt std si Liana ke tk he say tk dnqar den i talk soo many time but he still tk dnqar den i go and beat hym lah kan . den skipskip after school nk kene stybck psl class bising ni cemuerh psl alvin lah ! bingit siuls aku nan alvin mcm nk bnuh dhe ajeR ! den mr BLACK mara our class mcm mtk sepak aje cekgu niek ! skipskip eyh i forgot uhr ! next time i tell you again(: . byebye loooovvvee ; ``nishaa` Labels: talk next time ✖ ✖
# Sunday, April 19, 2009 8:28 PM Helooo(: today GAYrek lah siol go out with my kwan , wlaupoon tk bnyk ttpi ttp GAYrek punyaaa !, tader sad ato majok(: . lets talk about we go to LOT1(: . going there not tht kecoh(: , 1st they all teman me to the popular caryk buku mastering english(: , dh byar den we chaoo , pegy xzone as they want to take pictures(: *snapsnap* , after we snapSNAP i go to the toilet sengaje ajerh(: , mcm bowink gytu pegy xzone its lyke LAME ! Nyahahas ! i was lyke a mad girl singing alone): but abit hapy(: , den i snapSNAP myself using МЧНАММАТИЧН ВОИСНЕΫТ per HP(: . den skipskip we going bck to gombak and tuwon blk 315 sanerh(: , we go kedai beli mkn den put3 go bck home , oni left is me , adleen and anuh , dh beli mkn ddk pat 316 after tht pegy 350 den nmpk haziq , aliff , fazlee nan caturh bdk keciq . haziq scuks siot ! he go and take $2 frm my wallet , cb uhr lu ! sblum haziq , aliff , fazlee nan caturh bdk keciq ni dtg we bkk lahu dangdut(: , psst : Dangdut is my dance(: , adleen go and change the song lagu nyer was GOYANG DUYU , adleen and me dance lah kan(: , we dance smpi ketawe siott ! den skipSKIP otw balek with anuh , adleen and myself , adleen follow me go back home as her beg at my house(: . setnga jln nmpk haziq den haziq pon ikot lah kan our block dkt lah kan(: . i dowan to talk mny lah kan , klaw mao tawu go to anuhbonch per blog , macehh(: . byebye looooovveee ; `nishaaa Labels: GAYrek siol today ✖ ✖
# Saturday, April 18, 2009 9:47 PM start reading my POST ! i just come back frm kedai mkn wit my mum(: . i mkn nasi goreng lah kan , my mum tk mkn dont have any selera(: . the kedai mkn lyke wht siak we order mknan dulu they go yg tmpt laen , cb bdow ! mcm mtk kene sepak ajeR , btw my brother tader pat rumah , he go to my auntie house at chuachukang , he said tht at home is so boring , i knw abt tht , i dowan to go to my auntie house bcos nnty tk dpt maen comp nan lepak(: . if i at their house they will nver give me a freedom i will stay at there doink ntgh , Jyeah my cousins say i dowan to go to their house bcos ihate them , kimak per sial ckp mcm tu ! they alwaes pandang rendah at me ,( eyh asl korg pndng rendah pat aku , aku tao abg kao express aku ni normal tech so kao tkmo nk pndng uhs sial , tkmo nk bnyk bunyik ! cb per cousins ! ) btol they pndng rendah at me tao ! btol tk bdek they pndng rendah at me siol ! binget aku ! klaw tk cuker tkmo nk pndng rendah *buat muker* . bsok nk gy jurong popular nk beli something lah kan , okayh uhr nary tader mood lnsung ! byebye looovveee ; `nishaaa Labels: bsok gy jurong popular, tader mood lnsung hello ! todae i just type sikit aje okay psal nk kuar nan my mum beli barang(: . todae fun abes , gerek pon , kude kepang fun many2 lah kan ! hahaha ! nk chao uh !nty update more okayh(: . byebye looovvee ; `nishaa Labels: fun abes ✖ ✖
# Thursday, April 16, 2009 10:00 PM Helloh ! today im not in mood dont asked me why(: . today my friends wake up late again , Palabuto ! Ihateyou! i alwaes wakeup early idk why . evrytime i wakeup i alwaes remember abt Liana and Al-Afiq but ihate to remember when i alwaes gets hurts , try to 4get but its getting deeply hurts)': . is it bcos im not supposed to be alive Or just what ?, i alwaes try to ferget but its alwaes come bacck . you might see me smiling and laughing but inside its hurting , haisshh ... wht tlah happen ! nehmid let move onto my recess . firstly go to general office nk kene jmper cekgu . i wait fer her like what siak , its just wasting my tyme doing ntink kimak per teacher ! den go canteen searching fer Liana&Sukaina , den nmpk dorg i quickly go and sit with them(: . I and Sukaina tk mkn cause tader selere uhh ! we just drink water . Sukaina was obviously so klakar pat canteen , she make me laugh non-stop den whteve lah kan , after tht naek staircase psl tyme dh nk kat abes , nmpk Rusydi his lips were bleeding , OMG ! who did tht to you ! nk tlg dhe ke tk uh SOUND lelaki yg rem dhe ? shld i or shldnt ?, confused uh klaw psl fight ni semue , nishaa bkn nk caryk psl nan org yg rem kwn nishaa , nishaa nk tao aper sbbnyer , ader pham ? klaw tk pham pndy2 phmkn ajee(: , nishaa nk tlg kwn nishaa kecian seyy he(RUSYDI) . klw dpt lelaki yg rem kwn nishaa , nishaa tk kashi chance uh ! rabak seyy rusydi nyer lips .. dh lah mlas nk type psal school , skipskipskip den mit my kwn at WM den we go inside th mall after tht go to 315 tpy endup gy blk 366 den i go kedai beli air iceLEMON after tht wait fer my another kwn namer Puteri(LION) . den gy swings ddk canerh i take anuh hp and earpiece and listening to the music and also singing okayyh(: . den blablablabla , mlas uh nk type pnjang2 memenatkan sahajeR(: . idk why i felt so lazy:S .. okayh `chaoo ! byebye looovvveee ; nishaa Labels: who rem you ? felt so lazy ✖ ✖
# Saturday, April 11, 2009 10:50 PM Helooooooo !
yessh today I lpak wit my friends name nurainah , puteri , adleen & fathin . 1st i go to adleen house as we all gathering at there(: . 2nd we went off to 350 playgrd . 3rd go to 315 sitting there . 4th go to 315 shop . 5th go to the blck 313 . den go to blcl 323 as we meet azri gemok . he play the guitar , I and firdaus(JWSS) was the singer , we sing 'Jatuh Cinta Lagi' Jyeah , we have a great tyme btol tk bdek(: ard 7+ I and my mum all go to pasar malam , ermm.. boWINK at pasar malam , haisshh ... tired uhs ! update more okayh next time(: . byebye loooovveee ; `nishaaa ✖ ✖
# Friday, April 10, 2009 8:53 PM HELLOH !
there somethings i nid to tel you readers . Jyeah i feel lyke dying alwaes sad by myself . I alwaes being lonely . Jyeah pple think I laugh , smile means I'm fine but actually i dnt (happy outside sad inside). I want to tell someone but I'm scared the person cant keep the secrets . todae i cant go out cos its rain , missh korg luh kn . wlaupon dorg tk understd aku but i still love dem to the core . i tel u thys abt my catuh kwan , her name is RadenNorafiqah , schol bukitbatoksecondaryschool(HOSPITAL school!) Haha ! Jyeah she has many secrets abt me but i dnt know why i try to find out but how . aku tk pena kutuk2 kau tpy naper kau kutuk2 aku pat blkg ?. asl aku ni kwan tk setie utk kau ! klaw yer pon aku tk setier utk kau dh lamer sial aku tk tlg kau nyer problem ! pukymak siol kau ! kwan mcm kau btol2 tk leh dihargai ! kau kutuk aje psal org lain kwan kau sndyri kau pon nk kutuk ! i just wanna says to u klaw tk cukerh aku tkmo bobal besar pat blkg bobal pat depan , selame ni aku yg tlg kau tawu , kau jgn pk aku ni kwan yg boleyh dipermainkan tawuu ! klaw aku dpt tau lagyk dri kwan aku yg same schol nan kau aku tkkn ddk diam sak ! lets stop here . cause i hate to talk abt haters . okayh byebye looovvveeeee ; nishaa ✖ ✖
# Wednesday, April 8, 2009 8:15 PM Helloh [!] todayy story nk kater kan bnyk entaa lah tk ta0 luh jus read and 'n'joy (: firstly i thougt nk bngun cpat tpy tkleh psl trtdo matyy . lagu bunyik pOn tk sedar , ape jelah aku nik .Haha ! sriously dh bngun mcm nk tdo lagyk psl smlm tdo lmbat .haishh .. i dnt want to talk about wht i do okeyyh . lets move on wht had happen at school(: . Jyeah I loved school a little bit oni okeyh ?. understd(: . den dh msok dlm school jln and i say to Juileeah to say at Liana tht im nort cuming si sharil(shasha) plak dtg he go and shout at Liana tht im cuming to school . nabeii punyaa lakii uhh ! binget xiol aku nan dhe ! mcm nk kene siku seven ajeh dhe ! he soo irritating bdow klaw nk tawuu ! sriously dhe irritating bnyk2 ! mcm nk bnuh dhe seyy ! Haha , bwat bdow nan dhe suaa !! den I and Liana asked Juileeah[tktawu nk spell her name(:] so I and Liana ddk pat luwa tungu my kwan they alwaes dtq lmbat tawuu tpy tk perr . den blablabla .. i dont want to talk abt lesson cumer d&t aje okeyh . after recess is our d&t so mr lee bwak my class gy ClASS ambek pen nan ruler den blablabla went off to the workshop den we strted our work i hate me last part of d&t . I was shouting lyke a mad girl seyy ! I trying to stop them by making such fucker ass noise but it did not work as I was losing my voice they just sucks seyy ! but they still my Beloved ClassMates eyh korq dont trynna mess up wit my classmates(: . Hate them thts yr prob okeyh(: . den blablabla 2.15 we balek school after tht ader OUTING nan classmates pat ACM cumerh dpt 15mins break ajee tk fair seyy cikgu nih ! Haha ! den blabla we decide nk beli air aje tpy nk beli mknan jgak . Haissh .. Eugene my v.chairman kashi me cut queue thks ekh Eugene ape lagyk beli mknan uhh ! Haha . den si azmah nan si Liana asked me to buy dem food so i just says the mknan they want den I asked Liana to queue bck shes go tmpt laen Sharil dh lari suwoh gy naek bus aper lagyk panic uhh ! den blablabla mlas nk bobal psal tht part trllu bnyk incidents uyhh ! lets talk abt wht we had done at ACM , when dh tuwon we otw gy tmpt entrance I and Liana jln lmbat2 psl nk tgok dorg bwat klakar . Shafiq ckp ni semue Bapak dhe nyer BOAT , den nk kat cmpy he says mrs wee nyer tetek ke bwah klaw lary nty tetek move laju , CB sak dorg ! aper lagyk I and Liana ktawe cmpy trkekek . Haha ! klakar sey korg . Haha ! I dont want to talk bnyak as my leg caket lagyk . Haissh .. I lyke my last part at ACM . we takes pictures using danyal & ruzaini hp , wen they olready snaps our photo they never let us see our faces ! cb-.- . Haha den otw baleq , todayy i neve lepakk taoo , thts why crite cikit ajee (: . okeyh got to go . byebye loovvveee ; `nishaa Labels: fuuunn ✖ ✖
# Monday, April 6, 2009 5:54 PM Heyy ! nishaa tk tawu nk blg caper . nishaa selalu dpt hurts. my hurts tk pena hlang . skjap aje hlag nyer and later come back mcm aner nishaa focus)': , tader org ambek berat psal nishaa . nishaa sllu kene ambek berat psal dyri sendyri . NO ONE UNDERSTAND me and its soo hurts for me to acpt . my parents alwaes nagging at me): . I alwaes being hurts , no one asking org talking to me its hurts me too much ! I alwaes hapy but inside feelings soo painful ! and dont know who i can talk to): , I feel lyke im alone in this world): , Im trying my best not to getting hurts soo much but I fail it mny tymes): . yessh i do cry inside my heart but when i cnt take it i will cry and feel soo moody lyke yr all dnt havee before): ! NO ONE can fixed my heart to original cos its hurting me too much ! sumpah i feel soo hurts ! and Jyeah I feel lyke dying ryte now cause non of my family , friends or cousins understd me)': they alwaes steps on my heads ! They alwaes make me feeling deeply hurtss ! I missh my old me , evrything strting to chnged . I hoped i can my old me and friends): . I miss my understding friends which now chnging vry fast her name is Normira she's alwaes be there for me when I strting falling in tears now she no MORE ! I want you bacck Normira , i miss you damn deeply)': . I want you again when i strting falling in tears but now your gone leaving me alone)': , no you chnged vry fast you are only one who understd me well but now we hve been seperated): . wish we together again and share our History and also a problem): . She's my besties but now she gone and strting a new lyfe wit her new friends): , mira dnt forget me you tearly friends tht alwaes have problem wit her): . Im sick and tired crying everyday bcos i dunnoe . NO ONE knows abt this i just cnt understd my feeling ! What shld i do ? I alwaes kept quite abt what I feel cause they will just ignore me): , I wan old tyme , cause the new wan its very hurting)': , I just wan my dearest kwan bcck again ! bcause they will never fail to make me laugh , smiles and mny things ! They nver hurts me but oni sometimes but our friendship still strong we have soo mny years and mths ! this is how i feel wen i lost them . I alwaes day dream cause they alwaes inside my mind no one can ruin our friendship , we alwaes together but not Normira cause shes forget us mybe . I alwaes be there for them but do they alwaes there for me ? My lyfe alwaes full of painfulness ! but nvermind . today i talk soo much abt wht i feel . This Is How My Life Is If You Want To Know , alwaes feel sad): . okeyh GtG .nishaa ader abit confused abt love and nishaa nyer feelings sellu sedeh ! byebye looovvveee ; `nishaaa Labels: this is how my life every single moment ✖ ✖
# Sunday, April 5, 2009 10:15 PM Heyyy ! let me shared wit you about todae(: . Jyeah , just now rain . anuhbonch planing to lepak den we all agree as we all mendakkk at home(: . Jyeah yet i nver bathing cause we lepak ard 2 or 3+ . they all come to my house . anuhBONCH , puteriLION , fathinKENTOOT . I asked them to wait fer me at my house . They play my comp as I was bathing . after bathing i quickly dress up as i dont want to waste tyme(: . den we went off frm my house . we all walking at blobk 350 as anuh want to eat , den jln anuh call Raden as hys small brother says tht shes sleping , anuh shout lyke this ' tidor , tidor aje besar mcm babi ! ' as he want to wake her up , suddenly her mum dngar aper lagyk anuh says ' Hi ' ko bwat lawakk per anuh . haha ! den walk lagyk . dh cmpy tmpt streetSOCCER . nmpk sufri semuer pat saner tnga lwan maen bola we just walk off . Haiyoohh ! nmpk bdk 350 yg hensem tuu ! Haha but i nver mental uhs ! gy kdai as we dont knw wnted to buy wht as its was so mahal but anuh dont care he go and after he pay we jln gy blk tktawu as i knw its near swings there den si putertiLION go and put the sauce so bnyk as i cant take it . den i and matnuh quickly buy water . ader bdk 350 lagyk xiol pat saner . Haha ! den the last part we sings a song fer ' adleen' den abes , actually ader bnyk tpy ngantok uh . Haha ! byebye lovveee , gudnytess(: `nishaa Labels: fuunn ✖ ✖
# Saturday, April 4, 2009 8:05 PM heyyHEYY ! just now jdy lpak , just a gerimis den anuh txt me to come down faster as im not yet mandi . I asked hym to wait fer jap agik . den cpat2 mandi , siapsiap den went off to CC to myt my kwn cykit aje , Puteri(LION) and Fathin(kentoot) . den went off to blk 350 has my lion nk beli air , den otw ader bdak 350 hensemHENSEM tawu ! Haha ! after tht gi blk 318 ddk canerh psal hujan lagyk , HAIYAHH sial nyer ! den my lion nk beli sweets nk gy kedai 315 jln yg shorts way , halfway from tht ader lightning den cpt2 cabot , has the lightning infront of us . den patar baleq gy 318 nk gy kdai 323 , den my kentoot nk hntar adeq dhe baleq , soo trpkse kene jln yg loonng way HAIYAHH ! den my kentoot hntr adeq dhe baleq we beli sweets den kentoot tuwon we gy 316 ddk2 canerh(: . HAIYAHH my lion nk kene baleqq pulak GERAMM seyy ! Haha , but nehmid has her mother nk kuwa . den cabot gy 315 baleq ddk pat canerh and we records our voices , its so damn klakar uhs beb ! HAHA ! i like the last part we sing ' So Sweating Itu Namamu , So Sweating Sering Di Hatiku' Jyeah i hate her soo much cos she call my kwn kutuBABI , ekh pompan kau kene pngil kwn aku BONCH bkn kutuBABI sial ! Haha ! dh uh penat uh ! oh yar i fergot tht today is KHAIRAH bby bdae , dh 12 years old seyy kamuh ! Haha ! hapy bdae(: byebye looovveee ; nishaa Labels: Happy Birthday Khairah(:, obviously GAYYrekk Hello !
currently tnga online chatting wit my belo twinnie(: name tk ley blg . sriously dhe btol btol beloo . pple call me belo(1) and she belo(2) Haha ! but GAYYrek ! mit u soon okeyhh beb . the song at my blog is vry touchii tawu ! I miss hys voice nan smiles)): . wish he knws tht((: . I think its all bcos of me luh . the way he mcg me mcm tk cuker gytu . If u stil mad at me tell me , I try to solve it . dont do this towards me its just hurts me alorts ! I try to understd you but you must try to understd me too ! i dont wnt to lost my b.friend lyke you ! but is Lets Forgive & Forget(: haissh .. today igat kan nk lpak t[y tk conferm psal RAIN . Rain Rain Go Away Come Again Another Day ! Haha ! today my first mcg is Fathin we call hym Fat (: , secondly anuh the bonchStar(: , thirdly Nurainah my understing girl(: den we mcg bnyak2 till my Rafi mcg me . i dowant to talk my luh kan(: . haha ! mybe bsok i try to update more(: byebye looovvveee ; `nishaa ✖ ✖
# Friday, April 3, 2009 10:37 PM Helloh ! lng tyme i nver update blog aytes i knw tht(: haishh since I forget abt tht tyme tht i had done somthinks wrong i told u abt the stories tht i hve fight with hym . 1) I mcg hym foer a gudlck utk Finals soccer tounament 2) he reply and says diam uh ko dh luhs ckp aku flirt pompan 3) i reply hym bck and says byler sak aku ckp mcm tuu ! 4) he says diam luhs ! dh luh byebye ! i felt so sedeh wen says lyke tht)): the nxt days I write a letter for hym . den I asked azmah to give to Maizurah den azmah gy kashi . HOPED mai tk bace . dh raper hary we nver talk or mcg . aku rase aku yg brsalah tpy aku tader ckp mcm tu so naper aku brsala kn ! but nehmi , i miss hys cutee smiles ! but sad he dnt wnt to smiles again bcos of the pr0b . Hoped u 4give me one day(: den blablabla . yesterday i write a letter again after recess I give the letter to Maii to pass at hym . urghss ! Maii nan kwan2 si bdak tu gather tkt dok akuu ! den i just 4get it ajee . si Amah ckp ' Hanisa kwan _ _ _ _ tgok ko uhs ! ' aku dah tkt gylee sak ! sriously mcm nk kat cry psl tkt si _ _ _ _ tk 4give akuu ! todae i go towards maii and asked why she go and tell si _ _ _ _ nyer kwan my kate dorg cemuer nk tawu saper Hanisa , asl aku ader utang per pat korg Haha ! den blablabla ard 12+ ato 1+ i mcg Faris bdk sec1 yg msok cca soccer . he says wht hlp , i says tel _ _ _ _ tht aku cowye , he rply he says its okeyh but he stil mad at you , i says why ? , he says tatawu . den bnyak uhs ! dnt expect me to rmmber thanks you(: den i sayss ! byebyebye yr all(: nk sleep your truly looovvveeee ; nishaa Labels: 2days ago . yesterday and todayy |