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# Thursday, April 30, 2009 8:42 PM helloooo ! today at school i was fcking deeply sad idk why ?. evrytime i see his face my heart goin deeper and evry Single moments i was thinking abt him . whts so special about him ! he didnt undrstd me , he hates me and many more ! why shld i wait fer him ?. but i must be STRONG and also PATIENTS although its vry pain(': . " aku hanya inginmu memaafkn dyriku , kerna ku tidak kuat lagyk menahanNya . walaupun aku yg besala maafkn lah aku . haty ku ini trlalu saket , biarkn lah ku maty dulu kerna tiada gunaNya aku menangis tetapi sama sahaja . " i wrote it for Afiq to make hym realised tht he hurts me tooo much ! why its si hard fer me to let u go , i really need yr smiles , lng tyme neve talk to you . to Rusydi ," naper ko da mcm gyni ?! asl ko dh jangkit si Afiq ? ko dh janji aku nk tlq aku , i really dowan kehilanganMu , cos u uderstd me [!] . if janji harus di tepati tkmo ingkar janji ! You promise me tht u will pujuk Afiq to fergive me after th exam , keep it on yr HEADD ! I btolBTOL bnci orq ingkar janji , i hoped u neve do tht to me(: dont try to mess me uo okeyh Rusydi (: . ko krg dh smbong ! Haha ! i knw abt tht ko nan afiq bnci aku soo hate me i kill myselfs hapy ? you BOTH dnt realy uderstd me sakk ! hatyku ini sakett tauu ! aku dh lah pat school tk bnyk kwn yg bnyk bdk sec3 ajek , asl aku jijik ker ? aku mandi evryday , klaw tk cayeR dtg umah aku nah mine address , BukitBatok st31 blk 305 #04-89 ." IHateSomeOneWhoDontBelieve ! whtever lah kn psl school . LEPAKK [!] jst now lepak nan kwn kesygan ku ' adleen , raden , anuh ' tk ramai uhr lepak tpy abit klkar . den went off to mcDONALDs to mit them den ader bdk Dunearn ni nk katerkn hensem tk jgak uhr he sec2 tau , his face so kntl seyy , i thgt sec1 ruper nyer sec2 , masyallah ! Haha ! den gy 304 there ddk2 den raden nk cukor kening , adleen help her with it , she ketawe sey den kater sakett .. to raden ; mmg saket klaw dh biase tk saket luhr ! " den blabla i call afiq , den i says uhr " helloh afiq eyh , ni hanisa , aku sory eyh psal tyme tu (: ' he reply i cant hear wht he says as they all make alots of noise den i dunow who put the hp , me or afiq ? confused uhr ! den i try to call hym bck he neve ans th call . i think he was th one who put th hp , but nehmid i still fergive hym , theres soo many fergiven tht i use to fergive hym ... haisshh ... den blablabla ... thts all tired byebye llooovvvveeeee ; ηιѕнааааа ϟ нοnεψѕτаґ Labels: heart Pain seyy |