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# Monday, April 6, 2009 5:54 PM Heyy ! nishaa tk tawu nk blg caper . nishaa selalu dpt hurts. my hurts tk pena hlang . skjap aje hlag nyer and later come back mcm aner nishaa focus)': , tader org ambek berat psal nishaa . nishaa sllu kene ambek berat psal dyri sendyri . NO ONE UNDERSTAND me and its soo hurts for me to acpt . my parents alwaes nagging at me): . I alwaes being hurts , no one asking org talking to me its hurts me too much ! I alwaes hapy but inside feelings soo painful ! and dont know who i can talk to): , I feel lyke im alone in this world): , Im trying my best not to getting hurts soo much but I fail it mny tymes): . yessh i do cry inside my heart but when i cnt take it i will cry and feel soo moody lyke yr all dnt havee before): ! NO ONE can fixed my heart to original cos its hurting me too much ! sumpah i feel soo hurts ! and Jyeah I feel lyke dying ryte now cause non of my family , friends or cousins understd me)': they alwaes steps on my heads ! They alwaes make me feeling deeply hurtss ! I missh my old me , evrything strting to chnged . I hoped i can my old me and friends): . I miss my understding friends which now chnging vry fast her name is Normira she's alwaes be there for me when I strting falling in tears now she no MORE ! I want you bacck Normira , i miss you damn deeply)': . I want you again when i strting falling in tears but now your gone leaving me alone)': , no you chnged vry fast you are only one who understd me well but now we hve been seperated): . wish we together again and share our History and also a problem): . She's my besties but now she gone and strting a new lyfe wit her new friends): , mira dnt forget me you tearly friends tht alwaes have problem wit her): . Im sick and tired crying everyday bcos i dunnoe . NO ONE knows abt this i just cnt understd my feeling ! What shld i do ? I alwaes kept quite abt what I feel cause they will just ignore me): , I wan old tyme , cause the new wan its very hurting)': , I just wan my dearest kwan bcck again ! bcause they will never fail to make me laugh , smiles and mny things ! They nver hurts me but oni sometimes but our friendship still strong we have soo mny years and mths ! this is how i feel wen i lost them . I alwaes day dream cause they alwaes inside my mind no one can ruin our friendship , we alwaes together but not Normira cause shes forget us mybe . I alwaes be there for them but do they alwaes there for me ? My lyfe alwaes full of painfulness ! but nvermind . today i talk soo much abt wht i feel . This Is How My Life Is If You Want To Know , alwaes feel sad): . okeyh GtG .nishaa ader abit confused abt love and nishaa nyer feelings sellu sedeh ! byebye looovvveee ;
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